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Welcome to The Universal Studio!

2012-03-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!
A wonderful marvelous awesome place to go to just to have fun the whole day! It's so beautiful there and it seems like you've been to a dreamland. New york city, madagascar, jurassic park etc etc. This is the second time i've been there however it was much more better than the first time because everything was up and ready for us to get on!

We got so excited and running around like some happykid93!

KungFu Panda the first thing we saw when we went in,

Madagascar is the first stop we head to..
We played all the attractions and snap snap snap, photos here!

Next jurraisic park! The rides was awesome expecially the waterworld, get real went even with ponchos on..

Ancient Egpyt - Revenge of the Mummy was a four star ride, real thrilling. I love thrilling rides!

The Mummy don't even bother to look at me or reply me when i was talking to them..
I understand.. they are Mummies!

Next up, Sci-Fi City, itsdasex. Why? Definitely have to take the Cylon and Human if you go to USS. If not it will be a wasted trip because it is the more thrilling rides ever which can make your leg jelly for the first time you take.
Human, the red track ride 82.8km/hr going 14 storeys high twist turns and propels you. I always gets giddy when i get off the rides.
Cylon, 82.8km/hr going 14 storeys high, legs hanging in the air turning you upside down, after taking this ride, i think all the rides was just the starter, seriously. I dare not to open my eyes when they are turning upside down.
What's the unlucky thing that day? Rain, and we played in the wet weather got real drenched and while we are playing the rides, it feels like the rain is rapidly slapping us on the face, real pain.

Not forgetting the transformer ride, it was damn awesome too! Felt like i'm in the movie transformer and got so near with my beloved bumblebee!

After that we go and get some food in the Sci-Fi cafe and continue with our photo takings in the Hollywood, New York and everywhere in USS.

Last but not least, I love my girls xmaximuminfinityforever
9 years going to 10 years of friendship with them, we still stay as close as ever despite we meet up like yearly or more than a year. I still can feel the bond in us. <3

Here start the days of hell

2012-02-29T00:49:00.000+08:00

Prawning!!

Met up with the girls after work and we went...PRAWNING!! Was deciding between K-box, prawning, etc etc. So long didnt went prawning, my skills still as suck. Next time shall try fishing :)
Awesome night spent with the girls and we caught 10 prawns which is a big accomplishment. Not forgetting the boys as well, who caught another 10 prawns.

What it means after that night?....... End of freedom! Workaholic starting on Sunday. Actually not so yet, because I took leave to go for the USS trip, D&D, buffet town with colleagues, crab feast, chomp chomp! And many more coming up.. don't know can i even take leave anot!

I'm considering to take up another admin job, office hrs. which means i will be holding 3 jobs, isetan, kim gary and admin job. wonder if i'm able to tahan anot..

2nd day of work at kim gary and i was real tired, it's been long i work in F&B line, so not use to it. The thought of working everyday kills, but what to do. When you look at the money you earn, you know that all your hard work has been paid off.

Kinda excited for tmr's USS with my favourite primary school friends!! :)

Stay tuned peep!

Shopping + Korean Cuisine

2012-02-24T12:31:00.000+08:00

21..22..23 TADA it's the last paper of the year, last day of year 2.. which means holidays is here!!!

Met up with my awesome girl on 21st for some shopping and dinner despite both of us having exams the next day. *side note* I can't wait for D&D and buffet town with my lovely colleagues.

Okay, I felt like a pig that day, totally. Had MOS burger after the UT and had tze char later on at night.
But.. what's life without food?
There is this sayings that say "Food for the body is not enough. There must be food for the soul" - Dorothy Day
Never say no to food, never waste food, never say food is disgusting/starve yourself just to become skinny. This is ridiculous because you are born in a country whereby you can have plenty of good food. Think about those, dying from starvation, can't even have a bowl of plain rice/bread. So feel blessed and fortunate that you have char kway teow, cai tao kuey, laksa..all the local delicacies.
DIET,
Many people are afraid of gaining weight therefore going on a diet. I'm on a diet too ^^
Consume lesser calories, or replace with healthier choice, else workout twice/thrice every week. Don't starve, it does not help! For me, I go for a jog every morning and night.

Interview on the 22nd, it's really not my prefered type of job because i never enjoyed working in F&B line. I prefered retail much much more. However, I already got a weekend job so.. i've to pull myself for that job. I can start work immediately, and flexible schedule so for the sake of money, just work.

Yesterday!!! Rush home and out to meet my awesomeX2 girl!
We went shopping and had Su' Korean Cuisine at Far East Plaza. It's expensive if you are a big eater! There's set meal for 2 however we want to have our own selection. So we just ordered a bowl of stone rice, bacon, unagi and it cost 60+ however it was good and worth it.

Korean cusine always comes with some appetizers like kimchi..

Lastly, it comes with a complimetary plate of fruits..

It was just so awesome, marvelous, delicious...
Definitely worth it, however go in a bigger group. you can get the set meal at a more worth price with more selections.

Planet Paradise

2012-02-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

All pictures taken was not with me :( So it's gonna be words only.

My every weekends routine, work work and work. Seldom party after work becuz it is really exhausting when it is a full shift next day.

However, it's yl advance birthday celebration so i head down to planet paradise. Love my bbg cheryl which came down after that. It's my second time there however can be said as first time as the first time i went in for 5 minutes and went out already. Never like thai disco as i always find it quite boring and many of my friends mostly guys love it. However, this is the second time i find it interesting, first time was my 18th birthday celebration. Haha, intended to leave early end up leaving at 4+

Missed work today and i shall head back to my study.

Brunch + Dinner with the girls

2012-02-18T12:18:00.000+08:00

It was quite unlucky for me to get both of my card retained by the machine, so i got totally no money to use!
Left with only 9 bucks, so what are we going to eat?....

We decided to head to the Manhattan's Fish Market for the student meal which cost on $7.90, just in my budget! It's really filling. My card got retain and I can't buy the Jansport bag which cost 2 for 50 bucks only. However, I made a reservation at Tampines already! Really love the red one!

Had some catch up session with the girls, love it man!
Can't wait for our YumCha session!

Happiness

2012-02-16T23:52:00.001+08:00

Happiness is what everyone pursuing.

UT(s) STUDY UT(s) STUDY

I want to get selected for the Korea trip yes korea trip better select me!

Lonely Valentine's

2012-02-13T22:43:00.001+08:00

This year gna be a lonely valentine's for me. Yes No No Yes? Yes, in a sense not going out with any lover/boyfriend.guy. No, in a sense I'm celebrating with my lovely girl. And i'm celebrating half the day in school attending UT clinic and studying with my girls :) So what's Valentine? It's just a normal day.

Went for a run awhile ago, it feels so great. It's been long i've been exercising. Setting a target for this holiday to jog every morning and night. I want to go cycling soon at ecp! Swimming, prawning, sentosa and Hong Kong trip!!

I just realise i last updated at January?! That's long, so how's my life? Eating, Schooling, Working, Partying. Nothing much, just that everyone said that I put on alot of weight. So I have to work hard to shed off those fats!!!

School reopen

2012-01-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

School reopen marks the day of endless work to do. Done with PP, dealing with Assignment, there's UT in between. Chinese New Year is coming. Still have lots of things need to be done. Time is precious, so have to use it wisely.

Doing my hair soon, what color should i dye this time round?
RED? my forever favourite :D

It's 2012!

2012-01-01T03:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 2012!
I had my resolutions written on a helium balloon and let it fly up high in the sky. what about you?
I had a nice 2012, WITHOUT clubbing, drinking, squeezing in the crowd just to see the fireworks. Every year, new year and christmas has been like this, time for a change.
We get to see fireworks, our own created fireworks. We get to countdown with all our beloved people. We get to make wishes and resolutions too!
I celebrated my new year by having pizzas, countdown, fireworks, making resolutions together with all my loves ones. How about you? EVERYBODY ENJOY YOUR NEW YEAR HAD A BLAST MAN!!

Y1S2 Clique Outing

2011-12-31T01:26:00.000+08:00

It suppose to be a class outing however I would rather call it a clique outing because it was just the usual people went for it.

Love them to bits and pieces
Look at the date today, I realize I know them for about a year already. This is really fast, however it seems that I know them for half a year or so. Really love this kind of gathering, it makes us stays together.
We went for sheesha first because I asked them to steamboat at 3pm which is like... too early for dinner?

Ladies night!

2011-12-30T00:52:00.000+08:00

Party with the girls turns out unexpectedly FUN and HAPPENING!
Easily everyone able to clique well and joined my group of friends and we able to clique well so fast hahaha!
Last ladies night in 2011, last party in 2011 too.
Gna focus real focus on my studies right now!
I swear ending of 2011 suck for me, isit a curse or something? First of all, I can get my shoe spoiled by climbing spiderweb. Secondly, I lost my phone in the club and bloody hell?! I pass my phone MYSELF to the person and I can't remember who I pass it to. I don't even know who is that person. Dumb really dumb.
Looking forward to 2012 hoping it would be a great and blessed year ahead!

Love all this girls very very much we had a great time!! Of course, not to forget Jaacob's clique and the three girls, Celia, Jasmine and I forget her name. However, due to me being so fucking careless and dumb to lose my own phone, ALL THE PHOTOS IN MY PHONE GONE. sad or what?!

Buffet with classmates

2011-12-30T00:01:00.000+08:00

Had sakura buffet with the awesome classmates on Tuesday. After buffet, we went to photo taking session at woodlands waterfront, it was a very very nice place. It was my first time there and I've never knew there is such place. It was a very nice place to chill with friends and lover.
Somehow or rather, I saw spiderweb and I went to climb ahead without thinking of anything. I stuck halfway, don't know how to get down and doesn't know how to get up however I manage to reached the top and had my sandals SPOILED. Because my leg stuck in the hole and i just pulled it there it goes.
These are childhood times..

After the outing, head back to tampines wanted to catch a movie and turns out I was too late. Okz, I feel damn damn bad at that instant because I made someone come down from hougang to tampines for nothing and from 9pm drag to 11plus. I didn't did it on purpose :(

Posted one photos only because I'm so lazy to saved so many pictures and upload again. Sorry, lazy me.

Supper @ newton

2011-12-27T16:14:00.000+08:00

Had supper @ newton with my lovely colleagues for celebrating belated Christmas!
First time had chut chut & i totally had no idea how to eat it, and when i suck nothing came out HAHA.
BBQ Stingray, Oat Prawns, Kangkong, chicken wings, satays, chut chut, Fried oyster. Heaven HAHA.

Having buffet with my lovely classmates today.
Tell me, How to not gain weight when I'm having supper/buffet everyday for this 2 weeks?

Great Christmas, Great People

2011-12-26T17:30:00.000+08:00

Time flies. Look at when is my last post and now. Months had past and a new year is arriving soon. After months of stop blogging, I guess I'm totally ready to be back to this old blog of mine which started back like years ago when I'm in secondary school. (Y) And i guess it is time to be back because i finally remember my own password despite locking myself out of the blog, multiple attempts to enter this blog - FAILED.

Cutting short, Great Christmas with Great people is indeed wonderful.
Had my Christmas countdown at a Thai club, V4. It's my virgin trip there, I find it different compared to MBK and Mango and Neverland? Maybe because it is in Christmas mode and it was quite packed there therefore feeling this way.
My real Christmas - I spent it with my wonderful colleagues and the wonderful Isetan by working FULL SHIFT on Christmas missing out my cousin's birthday cum Christmas celebration :( A customer asked me: "It's Christmas today and you are working. Why don't want to take leave? " Me: "Haha, I can't take leave.. Thanks alot! Merry Christmas and enjoy your day!" Haha, poor me.

New year coming up next! I WILL NOT SPENT IT IN A CLUB! why? Because, I hope for a peaceful new year with peaceful and awesome days ahead! Not wanting to get wasted nor squeezing in the crowd.

I'm BACK blogging!

2011-06-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

After such a long time, I'm able to bring myself back to this own blog of mine. My blog was kind of polluted though by all my emotional stuffs!

So many to updates that I don't know where should I start from.
Shall start from today then,
UT week, Had UT, thought GG, however I was kind of confident I will pass. So please god bless me a pretty pretty A.
Met up with Grace & Melody and we went to have korean buffet. MumMumlicious! However was so full. And had lots of catching ups with them. Club on sat, wondering if I should gooo.

Memories will fade one day

2011-03-17T02:47:00.000+08:00

I'm sad, bloody sad.

After this post, I swear there is no more sad posting in more blog every again. No more emo shit ass things!
I'm just so stupid. Everyone around me ask me to stop contacting him, stop answering his call, forget about him and move on. I chose not to listen, i contact him, dig my own grave for me to jump in.
I'm just so stupid. I can't believe i'm crying right now. NOT FOR HIM ANYMORE, IT'S JUST THE MEMORIES WE ONCE HAD.
I deleted everything, why? Because I hope by doing so, It will help me in erasing those memories. But no, brain is holder of everything. At least, nothing to reminds me of him, memories would fade off eventually, I hope.
Jeniffer, you got to move on!

I had great times with my friends this few weeks. Great time working, making new friends and hanging out with friends. But no matter how busy I am, he in still in my mind. WHYWHY? I have once thought I do not love him anymore, the reason why I'm unable to let go is due to all the memories. When I'm pissed, I think of bad memories and yes, negative thoughts, I want to break and end it off so much. When I'm happy, I thought of good memories and so much of "can't bear to let go" makes me continue till this stage. But, why do I have the thoughts that I'm still loving him.

I need a break, to get away from all this things. I wanna go overseas, to enjoy myself to freed myself, to leave all the bad memories there.

2011-01-18T12:29:00.000+08:00

I am sad not because how you treat me, I am sad because how you use your attitude to maintain this relationship.

That it is, SUCKS!

So far so good!

2011-01-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

So far 2011 was great. Nothing BIG DEAL or HEARTBREAKENING happens. Only that, the start of the school was so damn busy and packed with UTs, workshops, revisions. OK, school work to summarize.

Finally I went to NEX, I'm addicted to frozen yogurt! mum-mum-licious! Also, I finally got to eat Ajisen again after trillions of years (: Miss the volcano ramen. But sad to say, I'm am not fortunate enough to taste the durian ice cream with real D24 durians in it. The MACHINE SPOIL! ):

& Saturday's gonna shopping liao, I DONT WANT SEE PEOPLE SHOPPING ONLY, I ALSO WANT TO SHOP TILL DROP. MONEH I LOVE YOU!

2011, be nice to me.

2011-01-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

It's officially 2011 already. Hoping it to be a good year with no more troubles and saddening stuffs anymore!
What happened on that night, hoping it to be the last happenings on 2010 and 2011 will be trouble free, full of happiness yeah.

2011 to be a good good good year for me!

2010!

2010-12-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

My whole 2010, I would not say it's a bad year neither would I say it's a good year. But afterall, I had enjoyed much in this year even though many unhappy stuffs had happen.

2010 is the starting year of my polytechnic life. I have to adapt to new life quickly as it is so different from secondary school. Gradually, I got used to it. I started it off badly. Having many many problems and emotional unstable. However, I am glad, really glad to say, this is a year that made me really grown up and becoming more matured and understanding. Also, knowing how to treat things better and in control of it. All the unhappy moments will be categorized under the word known as MEMORIES. Hopefully those memories will be gone from my brain real soon. As a human, happy is the philosophy. Therefore, why remember sad moments? Unhappy moments? Keep those happy and meaningful ones and life will seems brighter. Of course, everything that I've went through had made me grown a step bigger.

Friends I've made in 2010 would not be forgotten too. Most importantly, I guess with be poly cliques which have gone through poly sem 2 together. Also people in W15D & W45D. Also, working colleagues. Everybody that walked into my life before, will be part of memories in 2010. Hopefully, still able to stay in contact for the following years.

Also, my love ones. In this year, we've been to many places. The USS/Zoo etc. & it's really happy moments together that will forever been placed in my memories. Yeah, many unhappy moments between us had happen though but I would rather choose to forget about it. And through all this things, I've change to become a different person. Hopefully, our next year, would be full of happiness.

Lastly, of course, my family. Forever stay happy, full of warmth, and the joy that I had everyday. I love my family to the max seriously. Imagine a day without loud voices from my mum and uncle. How quiet it would be. They bring this family a atmosphere, a atmosphere where I'm looking for and I want it to stay forever. I would describe it as JOY.

Of course this are the things to remain in my life,
Family
Boyfriend
Friends
With all this, I ask for nothing more..

My resolution will be .............. (not to be revealed yet) wait till 2011.

Blessed. Take it, cherished it.

2010-12-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

After going to Tanglin School for work today. I finally understand what does ASPN means. Be glad, be thankfully for having a full body intact and with nicely intact features. Because we are already lucky.

Working there today, I saw many many students with physical problems. I feel with sympatic. Seriously, thinking back of secondary school times. I had friends who loves to make fun of those who are phsically disabled, who do not have perfect body features. Thinking back, I am NOT PERFECT. But I am BORN PERFECT.

Why am I complaining all the times? When those people do not even have a chance to complain all this..
Why do I ask for more? When people like them do not even have a chance to try it..
Why am I wasting my time down here? When people like them are striving hard for their life & their parents had to slog out for them. Thinking back of the past, how i treated my parents and look at now, because I'm too perfect to take things for granted and think that's the way it should be.

Yes, nothing is perfect, due to a person that got everything and an attitude that sucks just because she is used to have everything and never had a taste before of losing something. (not bf) Because people like them, does not even have a bf/gf.

Aftert watching yesterday's show and today's experience. Know this well, we are blessed with all this things, take it and cherish it. Make full use of it.

I despise people who broke their own arm/leg for the sake of something. Look at this people, they WANT, they WANT to have those, they want to have perfect body, but they are born this way. If you don't want, give it to them la.

Also, cycling with W15D

2010-12-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

Cycling at East Coast Park with W15D! Was fun and entertaining much. Aftermath, pool. It was entertaining. But fun ttm!

Christmas with Girlfriends!

2010-12-26T21:12:00.000+08:00

Lovely christmas with girlfriends, but sandy can't make it and chyi shin can't stayed late. Thus, we just went to have a nice dinner at a Japanese restuarant and also did our exchanging gifts there.
Christmas was abit screwed as we do not have aftermath planning. All the pubs, clubs, ktv was full. STTM! But afterall, nice day laaa (:
Fb is super weak, pissed me off TTM! Can't upload photos at all.

2010-12-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

Should I make my blog viewable to all?

New Year is Coming! Hoping that my new year resolution would come true.
I feel like planning an event:
Writing down new year resolution on a kite/balloon, go to marina barrage and let go of our kite, the highest is fly the better. Plus pinic there till night ((:

2010-12-25T01:18:00.001+08:00

Seriously, Christmas is a mess. Damn screwed and irritates me a lot. Guess I won't be celebrating Christmas or new year, any occasion anymore. The best plan: stay at and home and sleep till next morning.

Gave up trying..

2010-12-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

I'm sooo tired, just feel so bloody tired from multiple times of trying. Is this what I deserved? Or is it god playing around with me?

It's just a bloody relationship that gives me headache all the times. From this relationship, I learnt to be dishonest. Fuck, hate to be a liar. From this relationship, I've becoming weaker and weaker. At a point of time, I really felt like giving up. Or should I just give up? It won't last. It just won't last. Getit? Just when will I wake up, it's not fantasy land anymore, it seems more like hell.

Customized

2010-11-29T11:32:00.000+08:00

I should start customizing my own blog now since i learnt new media. haha.

Somehow or rather, I felt that I enjoyed much being alone.
I've been asking myself questions, is this really what I want.
I can only say it's not as easy as words can expressed all this out.

Misses

2010-11-17T18:41:00.000+08:00

A: Why jealous? Why envy? Why complain your life is no better than others?
B: Because things just don't go my way.
A: Never complain when you already have everything. Learn to see the better sides of it than thinking negatively.
B: I'm always assuring myself that I'm living my life happily.
A: Do not assure, because YOU ARE!

Conclusion: Is that the attitudes of life?
Sigh, just another boring day.

Everyone is tied up and buried in their busy lives now that they had forgotten the fun we had before.

I'm one of them, making life useful, planning for future has taken away all the fun. How I wish I could be young forever..

Buffet!

2010-11-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

The best thing ever is to live life happily everyday

Without regrets

Just feel like blogging

2010-10-31T17:34:00.000+08:00

Okay, I just feel like blogging after neglecting my blog for such a long time.

HALLOWEEN WAS SPENT ON SINGING AND MAHJONGING! Didnt get to go sentosa/night safari )))))): Everytime will missed out halloween one, why ah?!

I just feel so sian, so shag. Just feel that my life sucks. I wonder why will I feel this way, something just not right. Grambling over it doesn't help, but just feel it this way.
How can I get back the feel? ):

Cheryl's celebration

2010-10-11T03:13:00.001+08:00

Had a great time with all of em. (Y)

Life

2010-09-23T15:51:00.000+08:00

Life is not about unfairness, complains, sucks or whatsoever.
Be satisfied with what you have, be thankful for what you had now, be glad for who you are, life will be as beautiful as you wants it to be.

知足常乐，only being satisfied and appreciate everything around you, forever happiness is your then your rewards.

I'm happy.

2010-09-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

This whole weeks,
Most of the days had been spending time watching show (: So lifeless ): Okay, met Jac on one of the days to go back Bedok to take her stuffs and then we went to eat and chat downstair my house and home. Heh, I so miss those times having fun with friends. ): So wanna meet them up soon.

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Finally FRIDAY!
Went to had dinner with baby and his uncle's family at Sembawang. Never been there to eat before, but well, that place is super ulu. But the food there is superb. So ulu, many people still went there to eat and especially the steamed asam fish, all the table has it. nice!

SATURDAY!
Woke up in the morning and prepared to go vivocity. Wanted to eat Kimgary/the pasta very nice one baby say/the noodle very nice one also. But hor, all I never eat before. Turns out, we eat KFC. LOL. Coz he was craving for KFC in camp. haha. Shop around, wanted to buy clothes, but think of saving up first. Nono. Evening time, we went for a jiadou, some god/festival dinner. All the good food again, was full, but the food is too tempting. So just eat, heck care. haha.

SUNDAY!
Nothing much, just went to have breakfast/lunch and accompany baby go cut his hair botak again and back home.

Blogshop thing can be so troublesome uh, saw many nice stuffs, but whether there is any people buy it is another problem. So, should i open a blogshop?

Been looking for job, but well, failed. No one returns back, haha.

Looking forward to next week!

3 down

2010-09-08T17:34:00.000+08:00

Programming seriously suck. I'm died on programming.
tomorrow is science, just read through those 6ps. Later gonna read through it again, hope it gonna be easy for me.
I've got absolutely nothing to do now, so I shall blog.
I miss baby so much, can't even msg at all. ):
tomorrow thursday, woooo.
Gonna watch my vampire show, (:

shagged

2010-09-07T20:02:00.000+08:00

The best way to cheer yourself up is to cheer someone else up...

I feel really shagged.
Missed the interview today ): & I'm so lazy to go look for another job.
Cognitive and Enterprise OVER. YAY!
Left with programming, maths, science.
Didn't study for programming, don't know how to study programming too except keep doing codes.
I wanna open my blogshop but I find it really tedious and troublesome and I might not commit my time to it. But also, wanna earn some extra cash while having free time now.

CHEERIOOOOS OREEOOOS.

2010-09-05T15:33:00.000+08:00

Life's hard to be.
Sudden flashbacks of all happy/sad moments flowing back to me causing me not being able to concentrate on my study. Time really flies.. everything seems to happen in a moment and turn into memories and yeah, tuesday.
And yes, after tuesday, probably everthing will changed too. Our lifestyle will change too, the thing is we need to get use to it.
I'm sad laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ):

The universal studio

2010-08-21T23:36:00.001+08:00

FUN, EXSCITING, AWESOMEEEE!
nice & pretty place and the rides were cool. hees.
Many many photos up. Lazy to upload tho, other days.

On the shuttlebus towards The universal studio! So,... CAMWHOREDD (:

Sakae sushi on wed/thurs. I'm surprise this time round i can sit at the sofa for two hours eating. (EAT SLOWLY) Treat baby (:
Bought a new cam @ 199! But not the cam I want, which kind soul wants to buy DSLR for me?! (:

LIST
ZOO [X]
UNIVERSAL STUDIO [X]
NIGHT SAFARI
JURONG BIRD PARK

I want go everywhere niceee in singapore.

Shall I publish my blog to public?

2010-08-11T22:35:00.000+08:00

Watched the airblender with baby just now as he got free tickets! (:(:
Thought it gonna be a boring show and I'll sure fell alsleep in the theatre, turn out not bad eh. But no ending, there's part two and part three i think.

Can't wait for holidays to comeeeeeee!! Can't wait for my cameraaa.
Alsoooo, universal studio and meeting drinking with cheryl & jac. YAY! <3

I got problem with uploading the photos, it's be on facebook (:

No more emo stuffs!

2010-08-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Gonna cheer up my dearest bloggie whom share my joy and sorrow with me whenever I'm up or down.
Now of course, no more emo stuffs which makes it sound so sad.

FMLLLLL, seriously. I don't know what is happening to my health, a sudden pimple breakouts, indigestion all the times causing my stomach ache like hell, & a lump under my chin near my throat which freak me out seriously.
I did research after returning from town, till evening. And i found out it could be one of the symtoms for cancer. Paranoid. So conclusion, I missed school (: Seriously, all the factors up is not motivating me to go school.

So left with 3 more days to holidays, I lub holidays!

Some photos to sum up this few dayz,

When isit ever going to stop?

2010-07-21T18:45:00.001+08:00

And, we seems to quarrel and quarrel non-stop. When is it going to stop?? It's like what im thinking is all truth, it's just like a broken mirror, once its broken the crack is forever there. No matter how hard you try to remove that crack, the crack will never be gone. And that crack is accumulated by every conflicts. Once, the conflicts happen again, the crack start to appears more and more visibly to your eye.

Hate this, I just hope we can continue on peacefully for at least this month till he goes in army. At least we enjoyed to the max, and yes, after that, it's time to work on our life, the life we want to get.

Sometimes i think i really think so far ahead, that I've not enough enjoy enough..

I thought its gone forever..but no

2010-07-19T00:24:00.001+08:00

I thought his gone, gone forever. I'm gonna be alone. I told myself to be strong, to be someone with determination and courage. To let it easy, let it go. Be happy, for once, forever.

But no! He's back! Of course I'm elated. But not that so, he don't seem apologetic, he looks as if he's not in wrong at all. Why?? I let it go, look forward. As long as I love him, everything is worthwhile. Fate has decide upon us. Let fate make the decision. Many people says fate is in our own hands. Well, I believe this. But I rather let fate decide and let's be happy. Rather forcing it and causing unhappiness.

As long as I know that.. He still loves me. He still care, I'm happy enough.

I just want to be happy. It's simple isn't it?? But life is always full of obstacles that made us feel upset. Bother over it. As long as you look at it positively, it is as simple as 'It's nothing'.

happy, sad, guilty?

2010-07-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

Guilty-stricken!
It's 27minutes more to 13 month. <3
Meet up with Son and Melody today, had some chit-chats session. Kinda good to catch up after a looooooong time.

Tomorrow is maths UT, totally not ready. I gave up studying man, it sucks. Probability sucks to the max! UTs 2 are getting so much difficult despite open book test. Cognitive is still the best! Imma problem solving person ehhh (: Hahaha! Programming coming next and it sucks, seriously.

Alright, enough of my own grumblings..
Spain won Germany by 1-0. Predicted but did not place any bet, baby don't let.
Love my daddy, bought an iphone for me, till now i've got problem using it. Imma noob!
I'm bored so bored now, waiting time to strike 12. Wanna study?! No! Nothing goes in my head.. suck. I tried, failed.

Wanna meet up with many many people..
Cheryl
Cindy, Grace, Wanning
Melody, Chelsa, Tinghui, Valerie, Sera
2e4 peeps
Haiwen, Aifaa, Germaine, Liyana
Miss them man!

I hope to save many many moneyyyyyy, enjoy to the max for aug holidays, baby going in army. Sometimes i thought of it, i feel so sad, cannot bear to..

Alright, enough of this, gonna do some photos searching. Know what?! I wanna do an angkong of fortune cat holding on to a mahjong tiles 'fa' and wearing slippers holding on to an olden fan on the other hand. Creative, it will looked rather funny though.

5 & 6 more days

2010-07-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

Everything is going smoothly now, I love it! Hopefully things are going better down the road. Yeah! My dad bought me an iphone, happy excited elated (: Finally got rid of that old phone with my new phone. Bcoz I'm getting sick of my old phone even though it's still in the right condition NOT.

Putting my blog private, only applicable to be seen by the authur which is ME. Don't know why, don't feel like opening my blog in public.

Counting down to 5 & 6 more days. (Y)

I'm weak at decision making!

2010-07-06T23:12:00.000+08:00

Everyone's has to make a decision in their life. Why is it always so hard to make a decision? Why is there always hesitations and feelings that hold you from from it? I'm not strong. I'm a person that tends to give in easily, got hold back easily. I'm not strong and determine enough to make decisions.

I'm sad bcoz..
who am I to you?
why are you treating me this way?
giving me that attitude?
talking to me like this?

I'm selfish, ok I'm selfish. I thought for myself only.
I know you treating me good. But that's not what I want, you know what I want..
Nothing is perfect. So are you and me.
A simple thing like what a boyfriend does for their girlfriend is good enough. I'm happy enough.
From the things you did/ the actions you do, it proves something. I'm not someone to you.

Believe it or not？

爱一个人是哪么的痛苦。
为舍么重是付出了，还是没有结果？

Hate

2010-07-01T13:23:00.000+08:00

Hate myself for not giving myself a chance..
Hate myself for being so weak..
Hate myself for not being strong and courages..

Fucking hate it when someone treats me like shit.
Have they thought of what is the feeling of being treated like that.
Is it that everything has no solution to it and only this way can solve things easier?
Or is it that you like to see people in misery to satisfy your needs?
Or is it that you want to suffer less to let people suffer more?
WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH?
Everything has a solution to it, avoiding it does not help! Godamnit.

DAMN

2010-06-23T21:51:00.002+08:00

I read thru my archives.
Do believe karma.
Myabe that's my retribution, maybe that's teaching me a lesson. People tends to think, think why things ain't going their way, think how wonderful it is in the past however people do not think what they did to people that impact a huge hurt. What comes around goes around.

Why can't I be how I am in the past?
Life's shit, live with it. Life's great, enjoy it.
Can anyone understand me? I just felt like giving up everything.

It is so hard..

2010-06-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

That girl is so disappointed,
That girl don't know if it is worthwhile,
That girl was so afraid,
That girl is being paranoid,
That girl is very sensitive,
That girl thinks alot..

Bcoz that girl just simply love you too much..

That girl just want secure,
That girl just want concern,
That girl just want your love and care..

Bcoz that girl just simply wants your love..

Holdon/Moveon

2010-06-20T19:44:00.000+08:00

To hold on or to move on, it is a will in your heart. You want it or you need it. You can let go or you only afraid of losing it.
Jeneeeee, what youuu want?
Hais, I hate making decisions and I have to. I hate having this feelings all the time.
I really really want to know,
when a guy says he loves you. He controls you most of the time and also being very sensitive. The other party felt being not trusted all the times. Is the guy being too possessive? Can this relationship still goes on?
Suddenly, the guy ignores you, not say totally ignores you. Is just that he got something else to do and you would felt terrible and that he does not care of you.
So is it that I need him/ I'm just too used of having him around me..

Emotional

2010-06-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

People tends to get emotional at times..
Sometimes I wonder why am I so emotional.
I tends to think a lot, think negatively. Also getting so sensitive.

What is love exactly?

2010-06-15T18:08:00.000+08:00

Why is it so easy to fall in love and so hard to let go?
I love you and really really much. Why can't you trust me in this 1 year? We've been together for a year yet what do we know about each other? I think back, I felt so little. What I know about you is so limited? You don't share your thoughts with me.. Sometimes I think do I really know you? Do I really need you? My life felt so empty without you, you know. But sometimes, don't bear to/don't want to, we also have no choice. All is fated.
I love you..

Relunctant.

2010-05-28T09:33:00.002+08:00

Tell me,
Hold on or Give up?

Heartbroken

2010-05-16T18:11:00.000+08:00

Love, what is love?

Maybe this is life, I should accept the facts. Im tired, really tired. I miss all those happy times with you. How I wish time would go back to that instant. Remember those times? Why things have to turn out like this? Happy days don't last. Those memories are etched deep inside my heart, my dear. I just hopw we would forget those unhappy memories, let go of everything and go back to that happy days.
Loving someone is when you have already totally accepted that person, accepted his/her flaws, his/her character/attitude.
I love you.

FML

2010-04-22T14:45:00.002+08:00

This sucks. This sucks. This sucks.
FMLLLLLLL!
I've start all brand anew.

2010-04-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

Why must people fall in love?

April's Ain't A Good Month

2010-04-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

April's not really a good month ):
Many of my relatives has health problems, big health problems somemore. Hope that everything will turns out right and they will recover very very soon.

Last week was my uncle's wedding.
My auntie was so pretty, okay, damn pretty in wedding gown and make up. She was damn beautiful that day, unlike other days. haha.

&,
My blogshop is not done yet!! Imma going to reconstruct it. Probably doing taiwan sprees, Preorder & Instocks. People must support k! I'll will post up my link once the blogshop is done.

Phones

2010-04-01T04:58:00.001+08:00

Should I get Sony ericsson Vivaz or Samsung preston?

(cheap)

(expensive)

Which available in RED (my favourite colour) or is it HOT PINK.

Either one i love this phone!!

But based on the price of it, i should get an iphone/blackberry instead.

However, i'm not a person who took things in proper care.

Rather contradictory.

NEWLY OPEN BLOGSHOP

2010-03-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

DO VISIT HTTP://GO-LAVIDAAA.BLOGSPOT.COM

Selling all ladies apparels!

2010-03-25T10:38:00.001+08:00

Took my cert yesterday, and had some mahjong session at Jac's house. Hmmm. Haha.

Gosh, I've become fatter. Having irregular meals all the time, and eating dinner after 8.
Have to start planning my diet plans now! Have to start exercise everyday now! Have to start cutting down the calories i'm having a day now! Yeah.

I'm :D, I'm D:
LIH, that's true.

MAHJONG!

2010-03-22T01:53:00.000+08:00

MAHJONG MAHJONG MAHJONG!
I feel like mahjong-ing now! *.*

Should i go for the orientation?!

BACK!

2010-03-22T01:49:00.002+08:00

BACK TO BLOGGING!..

2010-01-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

Utterly disappointed in my results, but nvm la. who to blame. At least I still can get into a poly. I really gotta brush up my english.
Okay, i realised something. I've been working NO PAY job for this entirely holiday. Holidays going end soon in few months time anw. Firstly, my punch card got teared by some reason. And i got so crazy to crumpled it & threw it away, if not i think still can get my pay. My boss was nice enough to pay me the money, but i've to get someone to verify for me first. End up, I didn't turn up. HA-HA.
Secondly, something happened while working. End up, no job, no pay. HA-HA again.
What a joookkkee man?

Learn

2009-12-23T18:34:00.000+08:00

Learn to love the people around you.

Learn to appreciate what you have.

Learn to cherish before you regret.

Learn to appreciate.

Bcoz, I've..

I just wanna be happy

2009-12-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

So fucked up now now now!
I felt like imma loser. Fuck.

2009-12-05T10:29:00.000+08:00

Goodbye to my current job.
Looking for new job!! urgently. No more allowance, thanks to myself.
My phone is in a terrible state right now. I need a new phone too.

Ho-ri-ble!

2009-11-30T17:02:00.000+08:00

prom's photo other day.

2009-11-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

Home sweet home!
Been spending money for this few days. Prom's monday. & i'll need financial assistance probably after prom already. Went to 2 interviews, yet no call and no news yet. Have to continue the job hunting again, siannnnn.

2009-11-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

Party at ZIRCA! 'Is me party!'

Venue is at the new MOS! 16th Nov, Monday people.

Ticket are selling @ $24

Free a disc and drinks!

Contact me if you're interested! (:

2009-11-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. Physics can't get in my mind now ):

2009-10-28T00:26:00.000+08:00

After the long chat,
That surge of feeling came back,
Kinda miss all my old friends. Miss the times, we had bbq, chalets, late night convo, basketball, diet plan, movies, outings together..
Now,
we see each other, smile hi, bye and go. No more then 2 words. From a clique that hang around almost everyday to stranger that pretended not to know one another. Omg. This is how people changes.

2009-10-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

so fast, we're all graduating from greenview school. time flies.
In a blink of eye, O level is nearing. Yet, my work and result is still atrocious.
I didn't touch this computer of mine for so so so long... so so so long didn't went to have dinner with my family. And today, i went to have dinner with them. It's my father's birthday. Also Deepavali.
After the hectic weeks, not only with school work. Many things happen though. Things are alright now,
i didn't manage to take photos with some of my dearest sisters, friends & teachers on graduation night. Leave in a hurry.
Lucky there's still prom night, hahaha.

2009-10-02T00:22:00.001+08:00

Fretting over it doesn't help.
Doing something to it doesn't solve.
I wouldn't care much anymore.

2009-09-25T19:13:00.001+08:00

Have been very very despondent from the morning till now. & i didn't go school again. Was very very tired and overslept till 'i don't know' what time. Have to stop this already. Pondering if I should go study with chelsa and friends later. Don't even have the mood to do so. But I want to study ah. Ah crapppppp la, feel like talking to *toottttttttttt* right now.

Wondering, curiousity, detested. hope.

2009-09-18T18:37:00.002+08:00

A sense of satisfaction.

Family

2009-09-15T02:49:00.000+08:00

3 days of motivational ws. It was tiring indeed, but great. I've learnt so much from that. & It has made me really think. I felt so remorseful for not treating my parents well. I've regretted wasting so much of my time.
My parents always teared for me, I've never made them proud of me before. I hurt them times and times over again. I've never seen them smile for ages.
I regretted for not saying i love you to my mum. Now, I have to take up the courage to tell them this.
Deep down in my heart, i really really do love them so.

2009-09-03T00:33:00.001+08:00

I feel like strangling someone now!
I wish I'm a criminal that doesn't get caught. My offence: murder.
i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. I'M BORED LA (((((:
I can't get to sleep. Neither can I get myself to face the books. I don't feel like using computer too. I think...I shall go ~~day~~night-dreaming now.

2009-08-24T01:37:00.000+08:00

I wish I'm a mind reader.
Goodluck to y'all for the prelims. :D

2009-08-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

Got back Mother Tongue result. Utterly disappointed with myself.
Today's english oral. I think i had screwed the whole thing by crapping nonsense.
& I've moved to stay with my Grandma & cousin, and there is no internet. How bad is this?

Going study now, & I need motivations.

2009-08-08T00:37:00.002+08:00

Please visit

www.glamour--x.blogspot.com

2009-08-03T00:37:00.005+08:00

2009-08-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

Plan: 5AM in the Morning!

2009-07-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

tell me what, tell me how, tell me why?

):

2009-07-21T00:22:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the birthday cakes, wishes, presents, celebrations! <3s

Out

2009-07-19T12:52:00.002+08:00

Caught Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince, with Chelsa, Danny, Melody, Tinghui, Tinghui's boyfriend, Rochelle, Cameron & Baby.
Dinner @ QLearys after the movie without Rochelle & her boyfriend, and Jac came.
Headed to Bedok to meet Ivan & than bus to downtown. Went to Cun's chalet first & then to Ger's chalet.

2009-07-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

13th & 14th (:

& of course 15th. Two of my sisters birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRACEEEE & CHELSAAA!

Tag Replied

2009-07-15T00:25:00.002+08:00

Tag Replied:

To boonkeong:
yehs, thanks, you too (:

To Jaacob:
Thanks, should i be honoured that you actually bothers to read my archives?

To cindy:
Thanks alot! (:

2009-07-08T23:48:00.002+08:00

I am feeling pissed off over everything. Damn the moodswings.
Studied & did homeworks today @ compasspoint.
I so not going to sleep, neither am I going to care if I'm tired or pimples popping out. & damn, there're school from morning till evening 6. How to survive? count the hours of studying & tiredness.

I'm suffering from constipation! omg. I didn't shit for days.
& I heard weird noises. I'm a scardy cat, i dare not move anywhere except sitting infront of the computer keeping myself busy when i'm not.

why am i talking craps here? Because I'm bored. there's still 7 more hours to 6. how to stay awake when i got nothing to do?

why am i complaining here? ah, fuck. feeling damn pissed off.

Mt 'O' oral

2009-07-08T00:03:00.002+08:00

Kinda screwed up.
Just hope that I would score well for it. [:

Focus!

Starstruck

2009-07-04T18:13:00.004+08:00

Tag Replied:

To Jaacob:
Erm, excuse me. I think you get the wrong idea. I'm not refering to you by the way. & prove it, It's not meant for you to see it. You know what I gonna prove? Guess you get the wrong concept uh. & being too paranoid.

To Boonkeong:
haha, didn't see you eh!

Stayover @ Ivan's house yesterday night. Going to pray with my ahma now (:

Changeover

2009-07-03T01:31:00.004+08:00

I'll prove it, one fine day, you'll see it.

Just wait & see.

I don't need any concerns, if you're only putting on an act. Please fuck off, I don't need it. I totally dislike actors.

Moodswings? Guess not.

Fables

2009-07-01T22:10:00.006+08:00

How great would it be if life's like a fairytale?

I miss my Grandmother so much out of a sudden. Have to accompany her to pray this saturday!(reminder) She called me so many times to go kio liu lians, fishing, dinner, etc. But I'm busy all the times, or I did not pick up the phone calls because I'm sleeping. & now her health is getting bad. I'm such a bad granddaughter.

Tag Replied:

To Jaacob:

Sure, no problem. There's nothing to be ashamed of anyway.

To Grace:

.. I've got no comments. [:

To Cindy:

Sure, no problem. [:

Pretends

2009-06-30T23:03:00.002+08:00

Give school a miss today. Because I'm sick, and overslept. Dang.
Clinic's close today.
Pretends.
Even though I find it kinda lame & childish, but at least it could be the entertaining source for the day. Such a bitch, hahaha.
I took the correct bus but going the opposite directions. I took the correct cab but an attitude driver. He was complaining to me, why I did not stay at Jurong/Geylang. So that he could go home earlier, (with a fucked up face) hahaha.
Off to bed now.

Start

2009-06-29T22:07:00.004+08:00

First day of school. Like normal days, except that, I slept in the night and wake up in the morning. Not used to it. Slept at 3+, woke up at 6+. & I'm feeling still feeling so awake. No more night life! Gotta study hard, 10points.
After school, mahjong @ Ivan's house till night.
Reached home, homework till probably I'm tired.

Tag Replied:

To yee:
I know, and I will. Don't worry, I will study hard for myself. [:

To Cindy:
hahaha, I regretted uh. But regret also no use, waiting for my hair to grow longer then CUT. I wanted straight, but it turn out like this. haha.

A little not too over.

2009-06-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

Feeling kinda fuck up now.
Thank you very much, Jaacob Teo. Thank you for fooling around with my friend, pranking him and so. Even though, it has past very long. But you might not know how the person feels and that he mind this. That he still remembers it till now. Thanks so much for the troubles you've caused for me. Had a talked with him on msn, and know what he told me? Text or call me and I'll tell you. You're lucky, i tell you.

2009-06-27T00:05:00.003+08:00

Caught 'Drag me to hell' with the two ladies & B & Ivan @ plaza sing.

Love them many many!

Tag Replied

2009-06-26T23:53:00.004+08:00

To Boonkeong:
Oh, don't be lazy haha. But i can't highlight leh. Nevermind, just do the quiz. [:

To Cindy:
Lol, I can't but maybe you all can. haha.

To Jaacob:
Yah, I know and I understand. & I don't believe. Don't need to add on anything else. Because once a person told me a lie (lie as in bad lies), I'll never believe that person anymore.
Okay good, that's the best. Death can't solve things.
Okay sure, I just went E!hub today, didn't tell me earlier. Nevermind, if anytime you happen to go ehub, do let me know. I go there quite often too.

6Ladies

2009-06-26T23:42:00.008+08:00

Kbox day out with the ladies. Not all 6 but 4 came. With Tinghui's boyfriend, B & Ivan.
They left early, met up with Jac and had dinner. Slacked & home.

2009-06-26T23:30:00.009+08:00

2009-06-25T15:16:00.004+08:00

I'm currently at Jac's house blogging. [:
Going interview very soon.

Went Bugis with my two lovers on tuesday. To shop. Bought afew tops.
B came, shop for awhile more and walked to cityhall to meet Ivan(wenny).
And ate macnanol(hahaha, inside joke) and slacked awhile at suntec.
My two lovers went home first, and we went for sheesha. That wenny, damn joker. Omg.
Walked to Geylang, go there eat. Got screened.(suey)
Slacked till dawn, Ivan cab us to bedok and B sent me home.

Met wenwen at whitesands in the morning. I'm so good right, sacrifice my sleep my you all.
Accompanied her buy dnt stuffs and then go eat our breakfast/lunch.
Bused to central to buy bubbletea, meet Jac and Cheryl and walked them to school.
Jac and me slacked around and back to her house. DanielTan came and tell us a true story, interesting much.
Then to his house for mahjong till night.
Went central dabao food and go to find Jac's friends, nigel they all, slacked around. Damn it, police came again.
Then we go to coffeeshop. Quarrelled with B.
Then go playground and back to Jac's house.

2009-06-25T14:57:00.002+08:00

Tag Reply:
To Jaacob Teo:
Now you're telling me again that everything you said is truth? From the first story to the fourth/fifth stories? Before that, you told me that you're just putting on an act for your sister/father/aunty to see. Now, you tell me that everything is the truth. How you want me to believe you? When you twist your words, way too much. Even if it is, sorry. I don't wish to believe you anymore. You betrayed my trust.

No matter what, I'll still treat you as my friend. I don't hate you. I just dislike what you've done. Seriously. Just promise me, can you stop all this?

Death is what you aim for? Don't tell me all this. It's not the end of the world yet.

2009-06-23T08:08:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Cindy

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
Forehead.

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Tired.

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Baby's godfather.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
A little.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
Yes.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Yes.

7. Do you want somebody dead?
YES.

8. What does your last message says?
Lazy to check.

9. What are you thinking right now?
Why is the sun so bright?

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
Yes, of course.

11. What is the time you went to bed last night?
I tonned last night.

12. Where did you buy the tshirt you are wearing right now?
Bugis.

13. Is someone on your mind?
Yes.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Baby.

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey

1. haiwen
2. grace
3. aifaa
4. cheryl
5. tinghui
6. jiayang
7. melody
8. chelsa
9. boonkeong
10. jonathan

16. Who is number 2 having relationship with?
I don't know.

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
Female.

18. If no. 7 and no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
Melody and Jonathan? Maybe, haha.

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
secondary school subjects.

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
I need to catch ups with haiwen, grace, jiayang, melody, chelsa and jonathan.

21. Is no. 4 single?
Half-half.

22. Say something about no. 3
Aifaa? Happy sweet 16th!

23. What do you think about no. 3 and no. 5 together?
Impossible. haha.

24. Describe no. 9
A very good friend.

25. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
Uhoh, don't bother. haha.

26. Do you like no. 8?
Yes, of course. Our da jie da.