2010!

My whole 2010, I would not say it's a bad year neither would I say it's a good year. But afterall, I had enjoyed much in this year even though many unhappy stuffs had happen.

2010 is the starting year of my polytechnic life. I have to adapt to new life quickly as it is so different from secondary school. Gradually, I got used to it. I started it off badly. Having many many problems and emotional unstable. However, I am glad, really glad to say, this is a year that made me really grown up and becoming more matured and understanding. Also, knowing how to treat things better and in control of it. All the unhappy moments will be categorized under the word known as MEMORIES. Hopefully those memories will be gone from my brain real soon. As a human, happy is the philosophy. Therefore, why remember sad moments? Unhappy moments? Keep those happy and meaningful ones and life will seems brighter. Of course, everything that I've went through had made me grown a step bigger.

Friends I've made in 2010 would not be forgotten too. Most importantly, I guess with be poly cliques which have gone through poly sem 2 together. Also people in W15D & W45D. Also, working colleagues. Everybody that walked into my life before, will be part of memories in 2010. Hopefully, still able to stay in contact for the following years.

Also, my love ones. In this year, we've been to many places. The USS/Zoo etc. & it's really happy moments together that will forever been placed in my memories. Yeah, many unhappy moments between us had happen though but I would rather choose to forget about it. And through all this things, I've change to become a different person. Hopefully, our next year, would be full of happiness.

Lastly, of course, my family. Forever stay happy, full of warmth, and the joy that I had everyday. I love my family to the max seriously. Imagine a day without loud voices from my mum and uncle. How quiet it would be. They bring this family a atmosphere, a atmosphere where I'm looking for and I want it to stay forever. I would describe it as JOY.

Of course this are the things to remain in my life,
Family
Boyfriend
Friends
With all this, I ask for nothing more..

My resolution will be .............. (not to be revealed yet) wait till 2011.

Blessed. Take it, cherished it.

After going to Tanglin School for work today. I finally understand what does ASPN means. Be glad, be thankfully for having a full body intact and with nicely intact features. Because we are already lucky.

Working there today, I saw many many students with physical problems. I feel with sympatic. Seriously, thinking back of secondary school times. I had friends who loves to make fun of those who are phsically disabled, who do not have perfect body features. Thinking back, I am NOT PERFECT. But I am BORN PERFECT.

Why am I complaining all the times? When those people do not even have a chance to complain all this..
Why do I ask for more? When people like them do not even have a chance to try it..
Why am I wasting my time down here? When people like them are striving hard for their life & their parents had to slog out for them. Thinking back of the past, how i treated my parents and look at now, because I'm too perfect to take things for granted and think that's the way it should be.

Yes, nothing is perfect, due to a person that got everything and an attitude that sucks just because she is used to have everything and never had a taste before of losing something. (not bf) Because people like them, does not even have a bf/gf.

Aftert watching yesterday's show and today's experience. Know this well, we are blessed with all this things, take it and cherish it. Make full use of it.

I despise people who broke their own arm/leg for the sake of something. Look at this people, they WANT, they WANT to have those, they want to have perfect body, but they are born this way. If you don't want, give it to them la.

Also, cycling with W15D

Cycling at East Coast Park with W15D! Was fun and entertaining much. Aftermath, pool. It was entertaining. But fun ttm!

Christmas with Girlfriends!

Lovely christmas with girlfriends, but sandy can't make it and chyi shin can't stayed late. Thus, we just went to have a nice dinner at a Japanese restuarant and also did our exchanging gifts there.
Christmas was abit screwed as we do not have aftermath planning. All the pubs, clubs, ktv was full. STTM! But afterall, nice day laaa (:
Fb is super weak, pissed me off TTM! Can't upload photos at all.

Should I make my blog viewable to all?

New Year is Coming! Hoping that my new year resolution would come true.
I feel like planning an event:
Writing down new year resolution on a kite/balloon, go to marina barrage and let go of our kite, the highest is fly the better. Plus pinic there till night ((:

Seriously, Christmas is a mess. Damn screwed and irritates me a lot. Guess I won't be celebrating Christmas or new year, any occasion anymore. The best plan: stay at and home and sleep till next morning.

Gave up trying..

I'm sooo tired, just feel so bloody tired from multiple times of trying. Is this what I deserved? Or is it god playing around with me?

It's just a bloody relationship that gives me headache all the times. From this relationship, I learnt to be dishonest. Fuck, hate to be a liar. From this relationship, I've becoming weaker and weaker. At a point of time, I really felt like giving up. Or should I just give up? It won't last. It just won't last. Getit? Just when will I wake up, it's not fantasy land anymore, it seems more like hell.

Customized

I should start customizing my own blog now since i learnt new media. haha.

Somehow or rather, I felt that I enjoyed much being alone.
I've been asking myself questions, is this really what I want.
I can only say it's not as easy as words can expressed all this out.

Misses

A: Why jealous? Why envy? Why complain your life is no better than others?
B: Because things just don't go my way.
A: Never complain when you already have everything. Learn to see the better sides of it than thinking negatively.
B: I'm always assuring myself that I'm living my life happily.
A: Do not assure, because YOU ARE!

Conclusion: Is that the attitudes of life?
Sigh, just another boring day.

Everyone is tied up and buried in their busy lives now that they had forgotten the fun we had before.

I'm one of them, making life useful, planning for future has taken away all the fun. How I wish I could be young forever..

Buffet!

The best thing ever is to live life happily everyday

Without regrets

Just feel like blogging

Okay, I just feel like blogging after neglecting my blog for such a long time.

HALLOWEEN WAS SPENT ON SINGING AND MAHJONGING! Didnt get to go sentosa/night safari )))))): Everytime will missed out halloween one, why ah?!

I just feel so sian, so shag. Just feel that my life sucks. I wonder why will I feel this way, something just not right. Grambling over it doesn't help, but just feel it this way.
How can I get back the feel? ):

Cheryl's celebration

Had a great time with all of em. (Y)