DAMN

I read thru my archives.
Do believe karma.
Myabe that's my retribution, maybe that's teaching me a lesson. People tends to think, think why things ain't going their way, think how wonderful it is in the past however people do not think what they did to people that impact a huge hurt. What comes around goes around.




Why can't I be how I am in the past?
Life's shit, live with it. Life's great, enjoy it.
Can anyone understand me? I just felt like giving up everything.

It is so hard..

That girl is so disappointed,
That girl don't know if it is worthwhile,
That girl was so afraid,
That girl is being paranoid,
That girl is very sensitive,
That girl thinks alot..

Bcoz that girl just simply love you too much..

That girl just want secure,
That girl just want concern,
That girl just want your love and care..

Bcoz that girl just simply wants your love..

Holdon/Moveon

To hold on or to move on, it is a will in your heart. You want it or you need it. You can let go or you only afraid of losing it.
Jeneeeee, what youuu want?
Hais, I hate making decisions and I have to. I hate having this feelings all the time.
I really really want to know,
when a guy says he loves you. He controls you most of the time and also being very sensitive. The other party felt being not trusted all the times. Is the guy being too possessive? Can this relationship still goes on?
Suddenly, the guy ignores you, not say totally ignores you. Is just that he got something else to do and you would felt terrible and that he does not care of you. 
So is it that I need him/ I'm just too used of having him around me..

Emotional

People tends to get emotional at times..
Sometimes I wonder why am I so emotional.
I tends to think a lot, think negatively. Also getting so sensitive.

What is love exactly?

Why is it so easy to fall in love and so hard to let go?
I love you and really really much. Why can't you trust me in this 1 year? We've been together for a year yet what do we know about each other? I think back, I felt so little. What I know about you is so limited? You don't share your thoughts with me.. Sometimes I think do I really know you? Do I really need you? My life felt so empty without you, you know. But sometimes, don't bear to/don't want to, we also have no choice. All is fated.
I love you..