Learn

Learn to love the people around you.

Learn to appreciate what you have.

Learn to cherish before you regret.

Learn to appreciate.

Bcoz, I've..

I just wanna be happy

So fucked up now now now!
I felt like imma loser. Fuck.

Goodbye to my current job.
Looking for new job!! urgently. No more allowance, thanks to myself.
My phone is in a terrible state right now. I need a new phone too.

Ho-ri-ble!

prom's photo other day.

Home sweet home!
Been spending money for this few days. Prom's monday. & i'll need financial assistance probably after prom already. Went to 2 interviews, yet no call and no news yet. Have to continue the job hunting again, siannnnn.

Party at ZIRCA! 'Is me party!'

Venue is at the new MOS! 16th Nov, Monday people.

Ticket are selling @ $24

Free a disc and drinks!

Contact me if you're interested! (:

I'm bored. Physics can't get in my mind now ):

After the long chat,
That surge of feeling came back,
Kinda miss all my old friends. Miss the times, we had bbq, chalets, late night convo, basketball, diet plan, movies, outings together.. 
Now,
we see each other, smile hi, bye and go. No more then 2 words. From a clique that hang around almost everyday to stranger that pretended not to know one another. Omg. This is how people changes. 

so fast, we're all graduating from greenview school. time flies.
In a blink of eye, O level is nearing. Yet, my work and result is still atrocious.
I didn't touch this computer of mine for so so so long... so so so long didn't went to have dinner with my family. And today, i went to have dinner with them. It's my father's birthday. Also Deepavali.
After the hectic weeks, not only with school work. Many things happen though. Things are alright now, 
i didn't manage to take photos with some of my dearest sisters, friends & teachers on graduation night. Leave in a hurry. 
Lucky there's still prom night, hahaha.  

Fretting over it doesn't help.
Doing something to it doesn't solve.
I wouldn't care much anymore.

Have been very very despondent from the morning till now. & i didn't go school again. Was very very tired and overslept till 'i don't know' what time. Have to stop this already. Pondering if I should go study with chelsa and friends later. Don't even have the mood to do so. But I want to study ah. Ah crapppppp la, feel like talking to *toottttttttttt* right now.


Wondering, curiousity, detested. hope.

A sense of satisfaction.

Family

3 days of motivational ws. It was tiring indeed, but great. I've learnt so much from that. & It has made me  really think. I felt so remorseful for not treating my parents well. I've regretted wasting so much of my time.
My parents always teared for me, I've never made them proud of me before. I hurt them times and times over again. I've never seen them smile for ages. 
I regretted for not saying i love you to my mum. Now, I have to take up the courage to tell them this. 
Deep down in my heart, i really really do love them so.

I feel like strangling someone now!
I wish I'm a criminal that doesn't get caught. My offence: murder.
i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. i'm bored. I'M BORED LA (((((:
I can't get to sleep. Neither can I get myself to face the books. I don't feel like using computer too. I think...I shall go daynight-dreaming now.

I wish I'm a mind reader.
Goodluck to y'all for the prelims. :D

Got back Mother Tongue result. Utterly disappointed with myself.
Today's english oral. I think i had screwed the whole thing by crapping nonsense.
& I've moved to stay with my Grandma & cousin, and there is no internet. How bad is this?

Going study now, & I need motivations.

Please visit

www.glamour--x.blogspot.com

Plan: 5AM in the Morning!

tell me what, tell me how, tell me why?

):

Thanks for the birthday cakes, wishes, presents, celebrations! <3s

Out

Caught Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince, with Chelsa, Danny, Melody, Tinghui, Tinghui's boyfriend, Rochelle, Cameron & Baby.
Dinner @ QLearys after the movie without Rochelle & her boyfriend, and Jac came.
Headed to Bedok to meet Ivan & than bus to downtown. Went to Cun's chalet first & then to Ger's chalet.

13th & 14th (:

& of course 15th. Two of my sisters birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRACEEEE & CHELSAAA!

Tag Replied

Tag Replied:

To boonkeong:
yehs, thanks, you too (:

To Jaacob:
Thanks, should i be honoured that you actually bothers to read my archives?

To cindy:
Thanks alot! (:

I am feeling pissed off over everything. Damn the moodswings.
Studied & did homeworks today @ compasspoint.
I so not going to sleep, neither am I going to care if I'm tired or pimples popping out. & damn, there're school from morning till evening 6. How to survive? count the hours of studying & tiredness.

I'm suffering from constipation! omg. I didn't shit for days.
& I heard weird noises. I'm a scardy cat, i dare not move anywhere except sitting infront of the computer keeping myself busy when i'm not.

why am i talking craps here? Because I'm bored. there's still 7 more hours to 6. how to stay awake when i got nothing to do?

why am i complaining here? ah, fuck. feeling damn pissed off.

Mt 'O' oral

Kinda screwed up.
Just hope that I would score well for it. [:

Focus!

Starstruck

Tag Replied:

To Jaacob:
Erm, excuse me. I think you get the wrong idea. I'm not refering to you by the way. & prove it, It's not meant for you to see it. You know what I gonna prove? Guess you get the wrong concept uh. & being too paranoid.

To Boonkeong:
haha, didn't see you eh!

Stayover @ Ivan's house yesterday night. Going to pray with my ahma now (:

Changeover

I'll prove it, one fine day, you'll see it.

Just wait & see.

I don't need any concerns, if you're only putting on an act. Please fuck off, I don't need it. I totally dislike actors.

Moodswings? Guess not.

Fables

How great would it be if life's like a fairytale?

I miss my Grandmother so much out of a sudden. Have to accompany her to pray this saturday!(reminder) She called me so many times to go kio liu lians, fishing, dinner, etc. But I'm busy all the times, or I did not pick up the phone calls because I'm sleeping. & now her health is getting bad. I'm such a bad granddaughter.

Tag Replied:

To Jaacob:

Sure, no problem. There's nothing to be ashamed of anyway.

To Grace:

.. I've got no comments. [:

To Cindy:

Sure, no problem. [:

Pretends

Give school a miss today. Because I'm sick, and overslept. Dang.
Clinic's close today.
Pretends.
Even though I find it kinda lame & childish, but at least it could be the entertaining source for the day. Such a bitch, hahaha.
I took the correct bus but going the opposite directions. I took the correct cab but an attitude driver. He was complaining to me, why I did not stay at Jurong/Geylang. So that he could go home earlier, (with a fucked up face) hahaha.
Off to bed now.

Start

First day of school. Like normal days, except that, I slept in the night and wake up in the morning. Not used to it. Slept at 3+, woke up at 6+. & I'm feeling still feeling so awake. No more night life! Gotta study hard, 10points.
After school, mahjong @ Ivan's house till night.
Reached home, homework till probably I'm tired.

Tag Replied:

To yee:
I know, and I will. Don't worry, I will study hard for myself. [:

To Cindy:
hahaha, I regretted uh. But regret also no use, waiting for my hair to grow longer then CUT. I wanted straight, but it turn out like this. haha.

A little not too over.

Feeling kinda fuck up now.
Thank you very much, Jaacob Teo. Thank you for fooling around with my friend, pranking him and so. Even though, it has past very long. But you might not know how the person feels and that he mind this. That he still remembers it till now. Thanks so much for the troubles you've caused for me. Had a talked with him on msn, and know what he told me? Text or call me and I'll tell you. You're lucky, i tell you.

Caught 'Drag me to hell' with the two ladies & B & Ivan @ plaza sing.

Love them many many!

Tag Replied

To Boonkeong:
Oh, don't be lazy haha. But i can't highlight leh. Nevermind, just do the quiz. [:

To Cindy:
Lol, I can't but maybe you all can. haha.

To Jaacob:
Yah, I know and I understand. & I don't believe. Don't need to add on anything else. Because once a person told me a lie (lie as in bad lies), I'll never believe that person anymore.
Okay good, that's the best. Death can't solve things.
Okay sure, I just went E!hub today, didn't tell me earlier. Nevermind, if anytime you happen to go ehub, do let me know. I go there quite often too.

6Ladies

Kbox day out with the ladies. Not all 6 but 4 came. With Tinghui's boyfriend, B & Ivan.
They left early, met up with Jac and had dinner. Slacked & home.

I'm currently at Jac's house blogging. [:
Going interview very soon.

Went Bugis with my two lovers on tuesday. To shop. Bought afew tops.
B came, shop for awhile more and walked to cityhall to meet Ivan(wenny).
And ate macnanol(hahaha, inside joke) and slacked awhile at suntec.
My two lovers went home first, and we went for sheesha. That wenny, damn joker. Omg.
Walked to Geylang, go there eat. Got screened.(suey)
Slacked till dawn, Ivan cab us to bedok and B sent me home.

Met wenwen at whitesands in the morning. I'm so good right, sacrifice my sleep my you all.
Accompanied her buy dnt stuffs and then go eat our breakfast/lunch.
Bused to central to buy bubbletea, meet Jac and Cheryl and walked them to school.
Jac and me slacked around and back to her house. DanielTan came and tell us a true story, interesting much.
Then to his house for mahjong till night.
Went central dabao food and go to find Jac's friends, nigel they all, slacked around. Damn it, police came again.
Then we go to coffeeshop. Quarrelled with B.
Then go playground and back to Jac's house.

Tag Reply:
To Jaacob Teo:
Now you're telling me again that everything you said is truth? From the first story to the fourth/fifth stories? Before that, you told me that you're just putting on an act for your sister/father/aunty to see. Now, you tell me that everything is the truth. How you want me to believe you? When you twist your words, way too much. Even if it is, sorry. I don't wish to believe you anymore. You betrayed my trust.

No matter what, I'll still treat you as my friend. I don't hate you. I just dislike what you've done. Seriously. Just promise me, can you stop all this?

Death is what you aim for? Don't tell me all this. It's not the end of the world yet.

Tagged by Cindy

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
Forehead.

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
Tired.

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Baby's godfather.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
A little.

5. Would you ever donate blood?
Yes.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
Yes.

7. Do you want somebody dead?
YES.

8. What does your last message says?
Lazy to check.

9. What are you thinking right now?
Why is the sun so bright?

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
Yes, of course.

11. What is the time you went to bed last night?
I tonned last night.

12. Where did you buy the tshirt you are wearing right now?
Bugis.

13. Is someone on your mind?
Yes.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Baby.

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey

1. haiwen
2. grace
3. aifaa
4. cheryl
5. tinghui
6. jiayang
7. melody
8. chelsa
9. boonkeong
10. jonathan

16. Who is number 2 having relationship with?
I don't know.

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
Female.

18. If no. 7 and no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
Melody and Jonathan? Maybe, haha.

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
secondary school subjects.

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
I need to catch ups with haiwen, grace, jiayang, melody, chelsa and jonathan.

21. Is no. 4 single?
Half-half.

22. Say something about no. 3
Aifaa? Happy sweet 16th!

23. What do you think about no. 3 and no. 5 together?
Impossible. haha.

24. Describe no. 9
A very good friend.

25. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
Uhoh, don't bother. haha.

26. Do you like no. 8?
Yes, of course. Our da jie da.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JACQUELINE TAY!(22nd)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NURAIFAA!(23rd)

Friday, 19June
Go for coursework to print, finish early. Went to 233 to cut hair. Cut-ed bangs, darn. Headed to Jac's house to prepare and to my house to prepare.
Aifaa, Adeline, Boonkeong, Belinda, Cheryl, Damian, Jac, Rudy & Me settle down at Seoul Garden for buffet as well as to celebrate Aifaa's and Jac's advance birthday.
Adeline, Belinda, Boonkeong, Cheryl, Damian and Rudy went off first.
Met Germaine, Shermaine and DanielTan and went to Haiji lane for sheesha. While I go dhoby ghaut to meet B first. Go to his private school to pass the army letter to the person and walked to Bugis to meet his brother. Then we go find the rest of them. Cheryl and Faris came later on. Accompanied B, B's brother and Faris for dinner and back, played Indian poker. My luck was so bad, that I had to forfeit two times straight. Not so bad also, Aifaa, Jac, DanielTan and Cheryl had forfeits too. Except for the two maine(s)
Aftermath, go fusion with B and B's brother. Played 3 rounds of pool and headed to Hougang for supper. Then walked back to Sengkang and slacked downstairs.

Saturday, 20June ; Sunday, 21June
Met B at Sengkang and go to his baby cousin birthday party. His cousin so cute!
After that, we go off first to yinquan's house for mahjong till dawn.
B, Ivan and Me cab to Tmart for breakfast. And walked to my house. I prepared and headed to Ivan's house. He prepared and cab to Ahma's house. Eat and they FORCED B to cut hair. Wtf. He really go cut his hair.

Feel damn bad lah, his hair is like so precious to him. My Ahma don't mind at first, but she say, papa happy can already. My mother say this too. Wtf. Everything also must listen to my father? He say I guailan, he more guailan can. I guailan him, only by saying you don't have to treat me good. Why? Because he said, You want me to treat you good then listen to me. Like that, he asked me go eat shit, I also must go eat shit already? Fuck. And he gave me 100dollar for him to cut hair. Wtf.

On the cab, another thing happen. Jaacob Teo called me to tell me some bad news. (cannot be revealed) However, the news was damn hilarious. I tell you, if you wereto know this, I bet you will laugh your heads off. But, it was not funny to me, I felt like killing him. He pissed me off times and times again, 1 stories not enough, bomb 2,3,4 stories. ALL FAKE ONE. Now, the 5th stories. I'm waiting for the 6th stories. I'm sure there is. Let me tell you the cycle,
Tell stories>>>>Response to his stories(me)>>>>>>Quarrelled over it>>>>>>Angry over it(me)>>>>>Apologise(him)>>>>>>>Forgive(me)>>>>>>>Tell stories.
This cycles repeats for the 4th times already. No more I warned you, I won't do anything to you. But I will call police for harrassment, no joke.

Aftermath, we cab to Bedok. He cutted his hair, no difference though, abit short only. Then, cab to parkway for BBQ. Got tricked. BBQ's at night, we go there to help. But got force to play games. Not willing to at first, but I got so enthu with the game later on. We are the last group to reach the destination and get the first prize. Ivan the joker act as Posh. It was damn funny, I act as Del Monte, Posh's husband. B act as Ahpa. And the rest act as M&M, Police and Banglar.
After that, suppose to go Pulau Ubin to find my family. But it was too late, so we borrowed the billard room there. They go play billard, I sleep. After that, go out eat the BBQ food and headed to parkway to buy things and back again. We all are felling asleep as we didnt sleep for 2 days already. Only Ivan keep joking, singing.
Home, sleeppppppp.

I love you

Cindy I good uh, post this picture especially for your request. hahahaha.

CANNOT SLEEP CANNOT SLEEP CANNOT SLEEP. But i felt like dozing off.
I've missed yesterday coursework lesson cos i fucking fell asleep. Only computer can keep me awake now (:
Went Punggol Beach with B yesterday night. We walked the world war II site. Damn eerie, there's like something touching our legs, and it's not the grass. There's no cab also, so B stopped a van and the uncle was kind enough to sent us out. I slept till evening. And I thought it was morning. Hahaha.
Went SengKang just now. Met up with Cheryl and Jaacob first. Cheryl!! We haven't make the card! Then, Faris and B came later on. Walked cheryl to fernvale and we go punggol park. Then walked back to SengKang to meet Tinghui and Jordon. And slacked at resident corner.
Should i go the private event on 27th? Who wanna go? Tix: $45. Free flow liquor, beer and food.

I'm back home! [:
Hohoho, funny much. That my mother followed me out again. He wanted to meet new friends so much, especially my friends. I met Jacqueline first, as she want to follow me, I can't possibly go meet Bi immediately. And I wanted to have a talk with Jacqueline. However my mum was a disturbance. And I told her everything. My dad asked me to bring bi home and ahma house for him to see. He want to have a talk with him too for his appearance. wtf? nevermind. HAHAHA. If i knew things could be settled so easily, I should have said it out earlier.
And my mother left, had a talked with Jac. I, myself, find that I'm abit bastard. But i follow my heart goes. And I didn't make the wrong choice. He's the first guy that make me feel so loved. Everything he do, he will think for me first.
Met Bi at pasir ris inter and headed to his Bedok house to take letter and go to his friend's Bedok house to play mahjong. He headed back to his Sengkang house and I go home.

No more pit. Decided on BUFFET! Activities later on: Pool/Sheesha? More votes on sheesha for now. Bring at LEAST 20. :D
There's lesson on 19th. Time: 2pm. Do let me know if you can't make it on time. Venue: Tampines mall

BBQ OR BUFFET? On the 19th. I've already informed some people. Please help to spread to more people.

So that, I can plan.

Everyone are invited!

I didn't go work again. Pure lazy-ness and it had cause me to earn less 80$, damn.
While waiting for the time to pass, I shall start on with my holiday assignments. Had been playing too much, that I've totally forgotten about it.
Sheesha, Sentosa on the 13th. A hella tiring day manz. We walked to sentosa, and walked back to vivo. Okay, we walked through the imbiah trail. Which is so creepy and a lots of spider webs.
It show on the 14th. Something happen, so i went there alone to meet best. Not a good day, never had a good day for this few days.
Slacked @ sengkang, go yishun, and then pp on the 12th.
Mahjong @ taizi's house on the 11th.

We've cleared stuffs, forget about everything. And we're friends now (:

Too many things had happened all at a time. Fuck my life manz.
I'm thinking should i blog it all out?
NO. Some are privacy.
Firstly, you broke up with me.
Secondly, I don't want to patch.
Thirdly, troubles coming.
One trouble, second trouble and endless trouble.
Okay, don't talk about troubles. Talk about why I don't want to patch.
Firstly, I don't like to go pp all the times.
Secondly, I don't like you saying come tampines nothing to do, cannot go my house.
Thirdly, I don't like you saying you got no money going anywhere. Even if no money, I got plans to do something.
Fourthly, you got too many excuse, reasons that I don't know which to believe.
You act infront of me, I was worried, damn worried. I almost tears. I believe you, and i thought you really going to die. I was stupid. That was an act.
Secondly, you act again. Not infront of me. On the phone. I don't know what you did or what you said to my friends. I only know, you would ruined my whole life if you do so. I start to think you're a bastard. Asking me back the money. And everything. Even the indonesia money. Hahaha, hilarious. I gave you back.
Thirdly, you told me there's a reason for doing so. Okay, i asked what's the reason. You told me because of your father and aunt. I believe you. But i thought of it, you can use other method instead of acting infront of me. I fucking hate actors.
Fourthly, i don't know what happen to you. You're trying to make me hate you. Okay, I hate you. I really hate you.
Why a simple things must be so complicated?
Fifthly, yes i like someone else already.
A person who accompany me everyday without fail. And didn't even complained he is tired when he didnt sleep for days.

bloggy bloggy time [: (hahaha)!!
hmmmm,
I was starving the whole day yesterday and yet I was bloated after eating a currypuff. Yesterday wasn't a good day. Someone had spoilt my mood totally, I meant totally. Fucker. Such a bastard. I don't know what you do the day before or what, I don't care what you had did. I have already given you my advice to stop . And you chose to do the other way round. (as i heard from your friend) But you had said such things to me, and you didn't even know that you did it. Oh fuck off!


Thanks a lot to xiaokeai (he proclaimed that he's xiaokeai). He cabbed down from dhoby after he called me. But well, i fell asleep while waiting for him, and he waited for almost an hour downstairs. (hahaha)!! Anyway, thanks a lot a lot. Entertainer siolll. Feeling much better now.

I'm in a dilema. I'm afraid that I would made the wrong choice, do the wrong things, again.
I told myself to focus on study, and study. But see, I can't do it. Many people, things have been distracting me. And I'm that kind of, very easily get distracted type of person. Oh god, wakeeeeee up, 'O' is nearing.

6June
After drinking, went home rest till noon. Met Tinghui and headed to bugis. Bought my stuffs and met Amos&co there and went for sheesha.

Met Taizi at Tampines Inter and headed to his friend's condo for mahjong. Played cards too. Lose a total of 16$. Heartpain.

7June
Specx shop not open. Suppose to meet Tinghui @ Bedok for cycling @ east coast, together with Willy too. Somehow, it starts to pour heavily. Hence, we go tampines one. I want to sleep so much that I just took the bus back to tampines first. haha. Shopped around while waiting for Willy. Headed to Safra, played pool. Tinghui came my house after that.

Prepared, and off to downtown to meet Cheryl. Saw cun @ bustop, so we went downtown together. He go meet his friends, I go meet Cheryl. Went her house first, then go powerhouse. Cheryl's aunt is kinda cool. Haha. Reached there, he was there already queuing up. Went to Q-up with Cheryl's friends&co & alicia&friends later. Halfway thru, we leave the Q, for another entrance. I can actually fell asleep while dancing. Omg, was super tired that i can fall asleep anytime. Not having any fun, cos it was too cramp and i don't know my toes have been step by how many people from different sizes. Till my toes nails break for both feet. Damn.

Met Taizi outside powerhouse. Go buy drink and sit down somewhere and chit chat. Went to eat breakfast and took bus 10 back to tampines. It's like 2hours to reach tamp. Alight at 900+, went to his friend's house for toilet and they go drink kopi. After that, they go played basketball awhile and i need to go already so we went to take bus home.

Reached home, after all the preparings, wanted to go school. But i was 02minutes late for practical already so intend to go physics one. However, I fell asleep while waiting for the clock to strike 1030. I slept till 3+, ignoring the calls and alarms. Almost late for work, rushed down to tanjong pagar and i wasn't that late, lucky. And i'm now going off to sleep.

wan an.
(edited my post to make it shorter. It seems so wordy.)

This week:
Played Badminton with Jac and daniel tan's sister and cousin. 2v2. Loads of fun. Volleyball, Basketball, Badminton somemore someday. I need exercises.

Detention, home, met Cindy to pass her the money and clothe. Welcome [: (tag replied)

Met Jacob @ pp. Spent the night over at his place. Last day that we could spent time together as a couple perhaps. Causing me to skip maths, I'm feeling guilty over it. I need more maths practices to improve. Yeh, talk only no action right. I'll prove it.

Met Cheryl for shopping! Bought a top and bottom. Shall shopped again someday yeh? Met cun and taizi @ Bedok. Met Tinghui awhile too, but she left soon after. Oscar came and drives us to boat quey. Drinking night. Back to tampines to meet another friend and eat free durians and continued with the drinking. Enjoyed with you guys [:

It's OVER.

We broke up on our 5th month. ]:

All the curses came true uh. (wenwen & sc should know what)

We've been quarrelling so oftenly. No trust in between us. Maybe breaking up is a better choice, you chose it, I respect your choice.

Don't worry, I'll still move on with my life.

& Please stop taking it, you're harming your own health. Please..

Even though it's gonna affect me.

I still love you so.

MT 'O' = Die. I think i gonna flunk my paper two so badly as i suck at paper two. My A!!
After mother tongue O level, rushed home immediately. Prepared and out to work. Got to know some new colleagues [: And i actually called to Scottlands! Hahaha! I just followed the number on the paper, didn't knew it manz. After that, mrt-ed home. So sorry, I'm lazy to go down already. Next time!
Yesterday, met Jac and sc and his friend taizi. Went E!hub for awhile and then home.
My mum has messed up my schedule, thank you very much. [:

Saturday, 30May
Met Melody in the noon and we went to wild wild wet for free.
However, it was getting boring as we spent most of the time queue-ing up. Thus, we went to have our lunch at new york new york. After that, we went to catch 'Night At The Museum 2'. Quite a nice show! Then we bought bubbletea and wanted to go pasir ris park but it was drizzling so we went to whitesands. We had free french fries and free plain water. We forgot to take the free candy floss. hahahaha. Yeh, that day was sort of budget as we did not bring enough money out.
Another free dayout eh. Hahaha.

So tired of everything now. My mother is over-reacting. My aunt asked me to help out in her work. Study study, stressing me out. And him.
Damnnnnnnnnn!
My L1R4, 31. Rather disappointing. (superrrr)
After the Ptc, my mother is so afraid that the school would suspend me, and she's been talking about it from yesterday till today. Rather irritating. (superrrrrr)
June holidays, I guess this will be my schedule:
Detention>Lessons>Detention>Work>Enjoy/Home. Rather tiring/boring/busy. (superrrrrrrrr)
I wanna go the 7th June party!
1st of June MT O. Rather not prepared. (superrrrrr)
Relationship is getting rather bad. (superrrrrr)
I guess I've made the wrong decision.
I miss you rather much. (superrrrrr)
Okay, enough of all this.

Met Haiwen at Downtown just now. She passed me my SS, and we went arcade to have a few rounds of basketball. Rather challenging. (superrrrrrrrrr)

Strangers becomes friends.
It's weird, strangers walking in and out of your life.
& leaving a mark behind
& leaves without a goodbye.
Kinda sad uh ]:
Yeah yeah, old friends goes, new friends comes. That's life?
Damn, I'm missing the past.
(I just look thru my archives)
& if only i still had my old blog, which i didnt delete it away by accident or so..
It contains lots & lots of memories.
W. Six ladies, bestie, Jy&co, past clique, Sc&co, PriSch Mates.

Results back!

Results was sort of depressing.
Blame it on me for not studying hard last time and chiong now. ]:
English, D7, Maths, F9, Comb. Sci, C6, Comb. Humans, F9, Mt, C5, FNN, B4
Such a lousy result uh.

Okayyyy, gym yesterday. Actually swimming today, but the weather is such a turn off.
Going for dinner now,
Drinking later.
Update later.

Toodles.

Marking Day

Just Asia for lunch > Bought the ticket for 'The Ramen Girl' > Arcade > Movie > Arcade > 2games of bowling > shop > home [:
Pictures will do the talkings [:

Tuesday, 190509
Finished listening compre, chemistry.
Had to serve detention for 4 hours until 4.15pm.
Went home, bathed changed.
Wento E!hub, met Jac for 'The Uninvited'.
Slacked at the place we used to slack, and regain back the old memories. Jac called that, the 'high' place, lol!!
After that, I suppose to go home but sudden change of plan.
My horror starts now,
I remember, the movie was about a mother being killed in a fire. A bell was attached to her.
I sort of quarrelled with Jacob and intend to walk home slowly, as I need to calm down. So I alight somewhere else. I start walking, It was past midnight. The streets is so empty. I was walking very slowly, and there is this sound, the bell ring sound! I freak out. I was on the phone with Jacob and suddenly I heard this bell ring sound. I shouted, and stand still and dare not to walk. Cos i had a feeling something was following me. He keep asking me where am I, but I don't want to say. Then, he asked me go over, but I still stand down there. Like shocked uh, can't move :X A few minutes later, I hired a cab and cab there.
Now, he got no money to eat and go school and I have to return the cab fares to him, DAMN IT.
But he return me the money an hour later. hahahahahaha.
I'm seriously broke.

End of mid year!

End of mid year!! [:[:[:
Got back chemistry paper before marking day. Got 30/65. It's not very bad already. Hahahahaha. Even tho still fail. Still got MCQ and physics paper, and I might pass my Science which I never pass before.
There's intensive mother tougue starting from tomorrow till June. And I have to finish serving 9 more detentions, if not i'll get suspension. Bullshit. But nevermind, don't want to owe the school detentions anymore. Making my own life harder. Ptc, he's sure gonna say a lot of things manz.
I'm broke. I'm broke. I'm broke. ]:]:]:

Went Bedok for dinner. Suppose to meet ahquey, but im very late already, so we met at Bedok. Suppose to meet best, but she suddenly couldn't make it. Haiyooo. Then, we went Bedok 85 eat bak chor mee, lol.
After eating, go for a stick. Then, saw mathew and chinseng. I was talking on the phone and didnt really notice till him. After i put down the phone and ask ahquey is that mathew and sent a msg to him. Lol, really is him. hahaha. Then, he asked us to go and sit down with him & co. And, we've got a topic to share about. hahaha. Then went his house there and slack, but we left soon after.
It's 12+ and i think there's no bus home and i don't feel like going home. I need a company. So yea, i went ahquey house. And we talked. Stayed at her house till evening, and went town to meet my lover. Wanted to catch a movie but only got midnight show. So we went shopping. I gonna fetch my lover tomorrow with a bouquet of flowers and ring. And propose to her, HAHAHA.

Let's play a lovegame.
(It's not a lovegame, not a lovegame)

End of all paper twosssss! Not to forget, there's still paper one. Yet im enjoying myself away already.
End of paper two, so what? It's not a good day. Damn. ]:
Quarrels going on. There's nothing wrong meeting my friend, and i didn't mean to put you aeroplane. And i've already apologise. And nothing else that im going to say. Accept it or not, up to you.
Im waiting for a call/msg for the whole afternoon. I could have go out with friends, but i didn't. I save some time for you. And you said, i always with friends and no time for you. I know it's friday, it's our routine to meet every friday. But everytime you will call me and ask me go down. and you didnt call/msg me on that friday. So there's nothing wrong for me to make my own plans for my day.
okayyyyyy?
Hope you'll see this.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!(10MAY)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARRAN!

Hardcore studying for this few days. ss, history, chemistry, maths. woah, and this is going to continue on till 'O' levels. Yes, I can do it. Cannot slacken down. [:

I sort of miss slacking, towning, clubbing, tonning, drinking nights. Where by, there's nothing much to stress about. Argh. Nevermind, persevereeeeeee! [:

Ohye,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELODY!(belated)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDY!(4 more hours time)

Cycling at Saturday.
It was a tiring and fun day. But i'm lazy to use much of my brain power to elaborate on it, needa save it for social studies and maths later. [:

I regretted for wasting most of my time,
Now i wish there is more time..

I get upset easily nowadays, what had happen to me. :X I get affected easily nowadays, that's not me. Maybe i got possessed o.O

English & Mother Tongue Paper One.
I've always got no problem with MT paper but not this time round. It's so freaking hard. & I did questions that I don't understand for section one and two. Basically, was spending time waiting for my brain to generate some ideas so I could write.
After that,
Went Whitesands w. Haiwen to study. We did nothing on study. Because, we're walking around Whitesands, talking while waiting for Germaine and Aifaa. Germaine came first, makan @ KFC. Aifaa came, then Germaine go play arcade. Chilled at Mac. Jac and Shermine came later on. Aifaa, Haiwen and Me left earlier.
And then,
I went to Tampines. Took the cake. Went open plaza for preparations. B'cos it suppose to be a surprise for Melody. End up, only Me and Chelsa celebrated for Melody. But we had fun! Dine at The Cafe Cartel. Wallet got hole already. Been spending money like nobody's business. Been eating fried food for that whole day. God, my diet plan failed. Hahaha. Sort of catching up with them. As we didn't talk for so long and we had alot to share with one another.
Aftermath,
Home, called Haiwen for a chat. Sort of letting out my feelings after sososososo long. Talked till I teared. Thanks for listening to me [: Bathed and then out. Met honey at Tpy. On bus, talking to Jac about him(a stranger now) and stuffs. Till I almost teared again. I felt so sad. He wanted to go town, but I don't want b'cos im wearing a T-shirt and shorts. So we from Tpy walked back to Pp. Went home at 6.45am. Slept till noon.
Friday,
Studied at superdog with Haiwen, Cheryl & Cedric. Haiwen pangseh! Say eating dinner, in the end went home first. And we're smsing about highlighter( her blue highlighter). Super lame and funny.


I'm over sensitive sometimes.

Celebrated Cindy's birthday in advanced.

Ice skate @ Kallang leisure Mall. (brown checkered) [: Fell down several times. ]: Hahaha, but kinda funny, as im saying that i wanna fall.
It was funfunfun, let's go someday again.
After 2 hours of ice-skating, my leg hurts like hell. Had lunch.

We're deciding where to go next. ; East Coast Park. It was an unpleasant dayyyyyy, an unlucky day. Screw that person who took Cindy's phone. Spoils everybody's mood. It meant to be an unforgettable celebration for her. As she might be leaving ]:]:

Cindy left, Me, Wanning and Grace was deciding what to do. And Grace suggested go cycling. And guess what, bad luck comes to her. We cycled till faraway and she fell down and the gear came out. Took sometime to fix it and the gear can't move forward. It moves backwards. LOL. And we're tired and went toilet. After that, she tried cycling. It moves forward! Hahaha, LUCKY.













Cheer up Cindy!! [: Msg me your new number, quick. I can't contact till you ]:

Studied on Friday w. Cheryl. Finished Chemistry Homework. Left with MT and revision. Mid-year is coming.

Had F&N's Practical on Thurday.