Have been very very despondent from the morning till now. & i didn't go school again. Was very very tired and overslept till 'i don't know' what time. Have to stop this already. Pondering if I should go study with chelsa and friends later. Don't even have the mood to do so. But I want to study ah. Ah crapppppp la, feel like talking to *toottttttttttt* right now.


Wondering, curiousity, detested. hope.