Hate myself for not giving myself a chance..
Hate myself for being so weak..
Hate myself for not being strong and courages..
Fucking hate it when someone treats me like shit.
Have they thought of what is the feeling of being treated like that.
Is it that everything has no solution to it and only this way can solve things easier?
Or is it that you like to see people in misery to satisfy your needs?
Or is it that you want to suffer less to let people suffer more?
WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH?
Everything has a solution to it, avoiding it does not help! Godamnit.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
DAMN
I read thru my archives.
Do believe karma.
Myabe that's my retribution, maybe that's teaching me a lesson. People tends to think, think why things ain't going their way, think how wonderful it is in the past however people do not think what they did to people that impact a huge hurt. What comes around goes around.
Why can't I be how I am in the past?
Life's shit, live with it. Life's great, enjoy it.
Can anyone understand me? I just felt like giving up everything.
Do believe karma.
Myabe that's my retribution, maybe that's teaching me a lesson. People tends to think, think why things ain't going their way, think how wonderful it is in the past however people do not think what they did to people that impact a huge hurt. What comes around goes around.
Why can't I be how I am in the past?
Life's shit, live with it. Life's great, enjoy it.
Can anyone understand me? I just felt like giving up everything.
It is so hard..
That girl is so disappointed,
That girl don't know if it is worthwhile,
That girl was so afraid,
That girl is being paranoid,
That girl is very sensitive,
That girl thinks alot..
Bcoz that girl just simply love you too much..
That girl just want secure,
That girl just want concern,
That girl just want your love and care..
Bcoz that girl just simply wants your love..
That girl don't know if it is worthwhile,
That girl was so afraid,
That girl is being paranoid,
That girl is very sensitive,
That girl thinks alot..
Bcoz that girl just simply love you too much..
That girl just want secure,
That girl just want concern,
That girl just want your love and care..
Bcoz that girl just simply wants your love..
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Holdon/Moveon
To hold on or to move on, it is a will in your heart. You want it or you need it. You can let go or you only afraid of losing it.
Jeneeeee, what youuu want?
Hais, I hate making decisions and I have to. I hate having this feelings all the time.
I really really want to know,
when a guy says he loves you. He controls you most of the time and also being very sensitive. The other party felt being not trusted all the times. Is the guy being too possessive? Can this relationship still goes on?
Suddenly, the guy ignores you, not say totally ignores you. Is just that he got something else to do and you would felt terrible and that he does not care of you.
So is it that I need him/ I'm just too used of having him around me..
Jeneeeee, what youuu want?
Hais, I hate making decisions and I have to. I hate having this feelings all the time.
I really really want to know,
when a guy says he loves you. He controls you most of the time and also being very sensitive. The other party felt being not trusted all the times. Is the guy being too possessive? Can this relationship still goes on?
Suddenly, the guy ignores you, not say totally ignores you. Is just that he got something else to do and you would felt terrible and that he does not care of you.
So is it that I need him/ I'm just too used of having him around me..
Emotional
People tends to get emotional at times..
Sometimes I wonder why am I so emotional.
I tends to think a lot, think negatively. Also getting so sensitive.
Sometimes I wonder why am I so emotional.
I tends to think a lot, think negatively. Also getting so sensitive.
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