I'm BACK blogging!

After such a long time, I'm able to bring myself back to this own blog of mine. My blog was kind of polluted though by all my emotional stuffs!


So many to updates that I don't know where should I start from.
Shall start from today then,
UT week, Had UT, thought GG, however I was kind of confident I will pass. So please god bless me a pretty pretty A.
Met up with Grace & Melody and we went to have korean buffet. MumMumlicious! However was so full. And had lots of catching ups with them. Club on sat, wondering if I should gooo.

Memories will fade one day

I'm sad, bloody sad.

After this post, I swear there is no more sad posting in more blog every again. No more emo shit ass things!
I'm just so stupid. Everyone around me ask me to stop contacting him, stop answering his call, forget about him and move on. I chose not to listen, i contact him, dig my own grave for me to jump in.
I'm just so stupid. I can't believe i'm crying right now. NOT FOR HIM ANYMORE, IT'S JUST THE MEMORIES WE ONCE HAD.
I deleted everything, why? Because I hope by doing so, It will help me in erasing those memories. But no, brain is holder of everything. At least, nothing to reminds me of him, memories would fade off eventually, I hope.
Jeniffer, you got to move on!

I had great times with my friends this few weeks. Great time working, making new friends and hanging out with friends. But no matter how busy I am, he in still in my mind. WHYWHY? I have once thought I do not love him anymore, the reason why I'm unable to let go is due to all the memories. When I'm pissed, I think of bad memories and yes, negative thoughts, I want to break and end it off so much. When I'm happy, I thought of good memories and so much of "can't bear to let go" makes me continue till this stage. But, why do I have the thoughts that I'm still loving him.

I need a break, to get away from all this things. I wanna go overseas, to enjoy myself to freed myself, to leave all the bad memories there.

I am sad not because how you treat me, I am sad because how you use your attitude to maintain this relationship.

That it is, SUCKS!

So far so good!

So far 2011 was great. Nothing BIG DEAL or HEARTBREAKENING happens. Only that, the start of the school was so damn busy and packed with UTs, workshops, revisions. OK, school work to summarize.

Finally I went to NEX, I'm addicted to frozen yogurt! mum-mum-licious! Also, I finally got to eat Ajisen again after trillions of years (: Miss the volcano ramen. But sad to say, I'm am not fortunate enough to taste the durian ice cream with real D24 durians in it. The MACHINE SPOIL! ):

& Saturday's gonna shopping liao, I DONT WANT SEE PEOPLE SHOPPING ONLY, I ALSO WANT TO SHOP TILL DROP. MONEH I LOVE YOU!

2011, be nice to me.

It's officially 2011 already. Hoping it to be a good year with no more troubles and saddening stuffs anymore!
What happened on that night, hoping it to be the last happenings on 2010 and 2011 will be trouble free, full of happiness yeah.

2011 to be a good good good year for me!